I lost my cellphone. And then ... that's all i can say 'cause I'm still in disbelief, still hoping it will fly my way like a bad joke. I can't believe I lost it. Curse (beat) It's four days old!
Tomorrow's the Ateneo College Entrance Exam and I was urging myself to study but i couldn't keep my nose on the books. There are heaps of temptations here at home: DVDs to watch (and not to mention Audrey Hepburn flicks), computer games to play, bed to sleep on, the internet etcetera.
I met up with the Parents' Organization of our school this morning. Part of my being the SC president. But it wasn't what I thought it would be. It was fun! Hail thee Awareness!
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Saturday, September 11, 2004
i hate it when i didn't work and still got it...
I spent our early dismissal yesterday in the library alone. It was the only place where people couldn't bother me and where I could read Gossip Girl 5 speedily for two hours.
Ms. Gel told me some good news yesterday when I finished doing an IW activity and was about to go to lunch. It was great news alright but I didn't really feel quite deserving like I used to feel before whenever I hear such news.
I mean, I wanted to teach myself a lesson so I'd get my legs moving again but that news just proved to me that I don't have to work to get it and that sucks. I want to toil and tire myself to get something. I don't want to sit around lazily all day and then my goal would just go flying towards me so I could grab it easily. I'm not like that. It's not noble.
Ms. Gel told me some good news yesterday when I finished doing an IW activity and was about to go to lunch. It was great news alright but I didn't really feel quite deserving like I used to feel before whenever I hear such news.
I mean, I wanted to teach myself a lesson so I'd get my legs moving again but that news just proved to me that I don't have to work to get it and that sucks. I want to toil and tire myself to get something. I don't want to sit around lazily all day and then my goal would just go flying towards me so I could grab it easily. I'm not like that. It's not noble.
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
when my mind flies ...
When my mind flies it goes nowhere ...
This often happens now because things aren't really going my way like it used to and like it has always been. I guess it's pretty difficult to accept that fact especially if you're me and you're used to being like a spoiled brat and as if you're swimming in a 8-ft-deep pool of blessings.
Still, I have to move on because I seem to have everything I want. I shouldn't go blah-blahing and complaining because millions of other people out there have worse problems that I have.
This often happens now because things aren't really going my way like it used to and like it has always been. I guess it's pretty difficult to accept that fact especially if you're me and you're used to being like a spoiled brat and as if you're swimming in a 8-ft-deep pool of blessings.
Still, I have to move on because I seem to have everything I want. I shouldn't go blah-blahing and complaining because millions of other people out there have worse problems that I have.
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